「光に焦がれ続け影は今闇に踊る」

“Forever longing for the light, the shadow now dances in the dark”

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“Don't ever let me come down from your love”

About Me
Jay
He/Him
Trans Guy
Seventeen
Asian-American (Filipino-Japanese)
July 31 (Leo)
Likes/Dislikes
<3 ; sleeping, cats, infodumping about kpop boys, reading and writing fanfiction, tea (especially boba)
</3 ; negativity, "humor" at the expense of others, homework, lgbt and asian fetishization, immature and dumb kpop stans, drama

Do Not Interact/Follow
> if you're not a decent person. (no racism, homophobia, transphobia, sexism, etc. just the basic criteria.)
> if you anti any of the groups on my stan list for no reason.
> if you're excessively negative about kpop or just in general.
> if you're an ot23 nctzen / lumi (lucas supporter)
> if you are anti-multistan, spread hate against artists, etc. (basically annoying kpop stan things.)
> if you support kpop companies (sm, hybe, jype, etc.)
> if you think being critical of your interests is "hate.”
> if you participate in fanwars.
> if you’re a delusional shipper (whether it’s idol/idol or self-shipping.)

General info
> Please don't use fem terms (miss, sis, girl, etc.) on me, they make me extremely uncomfortable since i'm a trans guy. I might use them on myself in joking contexts but hate others using them on me.
> I ult NCT! I tend to pretty much only talk about them, along with some Seventeen if it's comeback season. I also used to be a severe ARMY so I have a large host of knowledge on BTS. (I'm more of a casual stan now, but feel free to chat about them with me.) The same applies for Stray Kids, but I haven't kept up with them as much since mid-2021 happened. Other groups I enjoy at the moment are RIIZE, SHINee, and EVNNE. I love listening to Day6, KARD, and Ateez, but don't really "stan" them.
> I don't really care if you're a solo/unit/whatever stan for NCT, just don't be toxic. I mostly talk about my bias line + 127, but generally like all the members/units.
> I am critical of who I stan and won't stop anyone from being critical of them either. I do not support/condone any past problematic actions of the people I stan.
> Let me know if you want me to use tone indicators or trigger warnings, I have no problem using either. Also let me know if I’m being insensitive or make you uncomfortable, I genuinely don't enjoy being mean/rude to people.

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“Like a butterfly”

stan list

concerts

BTS @ LY:SY in LA 190504 + 190505, PTD in LA 211127, PTD in LV 220408
Seventeen @ Be the Sun in LA 220817
NCT Dream @ KCON LA 220821, TDS2 in Anaheim 230418
WayV + Taeyong + Taemin @ KCON LA 230818

other interests

✿ Overwatch - since 2016
> Main: D.VA, Baptiste, Mercy
> Other Favs: Zarya, Ana, Brigitte, Moira, Pharah, Sombra, Tracer, Junker Queen
✿ Overwatch League/professional Overwatch - since 2017
> Teams: 2018-19 LAV + HOU, RunAway/2019 VAN, 2020 SFS
> OWWC: attended 2018 and 2019 Blizzcon; met USA 2018 + CAN 2019
> Bonus: attended last day of Stage 4 Inagural Season (2018) OWL and met Jeff Kaplan there
✿ Casual Interests: Hermitcraft (Grian, Scar, Mumbo; since Season 6), BFDI
✿ Old Interests: Haikyuu!!, Animal Jam, Warrior Cats, streamers (lilypichu, sykkuno, super, zy0x), Genshin Impact

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“I’m a child, 너가 바란대론 못 돼; Have a good night, 자장가는 필요 없대”

“I’m a child, I can’t be the person you want; Have a good night, no need for a lullaby”

other stuff

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